Trying not to grow up!

It is really hard for me to grasp the concept that I will be graduating in May. I can't believe it is time for me to find a job and enter the real world. I somehow keep putting this off and I know back in mind that I need to start looking for jobs, but for some reason I think if I don't find a job I won't have to grow up quite yet. I have started to kind of search for jobs, but even if I find some I am still somehow afraid to apply. I guess it is time for me to overcome this obstacle and put my foot in the water.